Here is where I'll post occassional updates for those who are looking to keep up with me
5/13/26 It's been a shitty past three years for me. It would be impossible to explain everything that's happened to me because at times it seems even stranger than fiction.
Although I have continued to endure and plan to for as long as possible, the more I experience the more I find myself to become more of a misanthrope. I know I am not perfect, far from it;
I would even go as far as to say that I am intrinsically in genetics personality and environment a morally unjust creature attempting to break their curse and reduce the amount of suffering for as many living beings as possible.
I simply loathe the fact that people are so superficial and anecdotally in my life I find that the people I had come to love and care for the most tend to betray me and use the most underhanded tatics imaginable to make my life entirely unbearable.
Everyone seems to get tired of me, people seek nothing more than a surface level understanding of any given topic, are collectively apathetic and in many occassions unironic bootlickers. A world like this simply does not mesh well with a personality like mine.
As a child, I was diagnosed with ODD and Conduct Disorder iirc. Since my inception, I have always been unable to tolerate being at the whims of undeserving incompetent psuedo-intellectuals. To me, any form of hierarchy where one's wellbeing is tied to another through coersion is tantamount to the relationship between a slave and their master.
Day by day this bind is worsening not only for me but for all those around me, and no one is doing anything. Not the self proclaimed anarchists, marxists, or any libertarian socialists who clearly havent read a lick of theory.
Instead, they have collectively decided to learn nothing of the ideologies they co-opt as labels and do NOTHING to change their behaviors or form any sort of united front.
No, instead they use their labels just as the Abrahamic relgions do and POLICE other leftists behaviors and rhetoric with NO PROGRESS being made. I have been the victim of so much libel, slander, and underhandedness that it makes my ideology and therefore life itself seem completely devoid of worth and hope itself. Yet I persist as always, just thugging it all out.
3/22/26 I'm thinking of leaving much of my social media behind, it's really taking a toll on me. At least Instagram in particular.
It's ending e2e encryption soon, and lets be real, the privacy was never there in the first place.
The endless time wasting, superficiality, and misinformation everywhere on the platform really pisses me off.
It's an epicenter for hate and slander. Earlier today I saw an extremely racist comment completely inept of class conciousness on an unrelated post with thousands of likes unopposed.